You are on that walk. And that moment arrived. That moment that your thoughts take possession of your own body, and there you are. Frozen in time.
The noise of the clockwise keep moving, your brain it’s in a constant remembering and your heart…Your heart feels a shake. You feel flexible. Stared with the look in the direction that our eyes had crossed. You started to feel a discouragement and a mix of complex feelings. And it’s there, at that point, that your brain clarifies that you had stop in time.
You remind everything. What was unsaid, made, went or even thought. What turn out to stay behind? By chance you notice that “that” music is playing. That one that you let go and that makes you feel different when which note is released. That one that we used to dance, together. That one whose promises weren’t fulfilled.
You pass your hand in your face. Your eyes get tired and get filled of tears. In your heart, enters an accelerated pace. It makes you throw out your emotions. Strange world. Strange life. You think.
You come to the conclusion how much had stayed behind. What had you lose or won, what you should had done or got better.
Sometimes, you understand that, and you miss it.
You miss the moments, the people, even that people that had hurt you. The one’s that had played you or trick you. The one’s that had cleaned your tears, had made you smile and even the ones that had switched you. They had their own reason to do all those things. But, even though, you can‘t keep all that anger… has passed. The time had passed and each single day, the pain, the anger, the strength of the tears is decreasing.
Still, the missing, will always remain in your heart. Because your heart won’t let you down.