What If I told you?

       What if I told you, who I really was? What if I let you in on my charade?

         What if I told you, what was really going on, no more masks and no  more parts to play...                                                                                        .              

            There’s so much I want to say, but I’m so scared to give away, every little secret that I hide behind…Would you see me differently?

            If you knew all my dark secrets, my really me …                                          
         And would that be such...a bad thing I wonder what it would be like if I told you all about me                   …

            What if I told you, that I’m not as strong as I like to make believe I am ::

         I wonder what it would be like if I told you that I dream with you, that I cry when you’re not around…That I miss you every day, that I say no but I want to say yes                       !

But there’s this secret’s that I can tell you, even if I want to…

I don’t want to lose your friendship. You’re a part of my happiness.

I want to be like we use to… Just me and you. Will there ever was a me and you?

        I don’t know anything about my life, about my love, about everything now                                               …

I hate to feel like that.

What if I told you, will it change a thing?